Tuesday, March 27, 2012

My own kingdom


    Suddenly when I was wondering that where I am stuck which so beautiful and not allowing me to proceed further it was then I realized that  the alien place which I never knew before is now my own kingdom. Now I am no more unknown to my campus and my college, the gates are known to me the windows from where little breeze pops in mid of ongoing sessions is aware of my presence, the big black board which always stare at me when I am in class just fulfilling its task of keeping a watch that rather I am focusing on current happenings in the class or not. This all was not like this way back when it was my first day at my college when for me everything was new; the people with whom I use to sit before now are no more strangers, the staircase which leads to me to my four wall class is like a known guide to me. This all has now become my own little kingdom, where everything is so known where everything is so easily shown that I can blindfolded walk and still can reach where I am willing to, in others words I would like to state that now I have matured in accepting the place as my own belongings.

      Here the things are just like: everyday’s garden play which I use to have in my childhood where I was though known of every game which I use to play with my friends still it was so new to be a part of it, similarly here in my known kingdom with my batch mates around I am enjoying not only learning but overall journey of reconnecting my present to my desired future. New faces, new people, new rules and new game this is what it makes humans always on their own toes as they are filled with excitement as to what will be next that they will encounter, being little frank on this I am also very excited about what is the next level of game which I have yet not seen and will provide me a learning experience over here in my kingdom. What adds to this is my second wooden bench on which I sit, the bench is only occupied by me and my own thoughts, when whole of class is busy enjoying the company of their neighbors I am somewhere searching my the ways to get connected to my dreams, now people do not matter and they also do not play any role in my life as everything is well controlled by time, if its your time people will salute you and if not they will just kick you, what I like about my kingdom is that I am Alexander of my plot where without being cruel I am able to dictate my life, it’s said sometimes you need to find yourself in order to find success. I somewhere or the other remember my school days where I use to sit with my gang who use to be always be notorious and again very high when it came to scoring marks, here at this level I do not have them but still I have the glimpse of them which makes me pumped up that time has passed but again lets not forget that If I wish I can gain build up the same four walls.

   I will like to continue it from here in near future as this not the end but again it’s an new beginning

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