Biradar- the journey of word goes on

           Again the wind is blowing in the direction of the same ocean, what should I term it now as whatever I try I always feel like I am not done yet,and so yet again the same path but this time the way of walking is much more on slopes

 This blog has a direct link to two previous blogs:

 http://caringenemies.blogspot.com/2011/02/biradar.html and http://caringenemies.blogspot.com/2011/02/biradar-ver20.html
I will use the word ”not  same ocean”  as it is humanimally it is  wrong as it is the only ocean In this two forest of words  where I can drown myself in easiest way and with full comfort, I have some where just tried to show some things which I thought are visible but now I think the visibility has already passed its own  way and now is on array of expanding its own depth and  constructing the old frame in new way. so here again I am making myself busy to get the praise as "nice" from universe

         

            I am not going to say much about what this is all about as “biradar” also means ocean who has allowed me to sail my ship in midst of rough weather and has also saved me many times from inner pirates who were dominatingly occupying my virtual image which I have other way made and nurtured. Many times I wonder about the waves of this ocean who has always been my comfort zone, in this world where people who are termed as humans have never even been the passengers in my ship and being a non-human still oceans’s waves have always been my colleague. So I also will like to quote here that “at times  life is so busy that sometimes it never even has time for the person even who actually has major share in it”. Freshness of winds which biradar has always brought to me is something which even the best of music have failed to do, the way of making understand the complicated rather crucial variants of living is what biradar has made available to me.

       You always said that never expect that for which you are not ready to pay an equivalent price in any way the things demand may be it can be dedication and trusting your ownself, and that is what has today made me to some extent a fan of your ideology. Once when I was walking in solitude I was just wondering about an nominal issue in just a rigid way. And then came your oceanic effect where the sun raised beams allowed to enlight my path and think the way you would have made a point to my G.K question. I know may be this is so craftive in your sense that I am just pouring some thick liquid in ordinary vessel but biradar I read some where “ never think about any elongatedness of being allowed next time just grow the field as greenish as you like before its famine which becomes obstacle”.  From this to that everywhere I will always make sure that my pen does throw as much force as it can on nib to move in biradar’s direction

ATtention seeker-3(last part)

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                        following my previous posts, i am myself surprised to know that whatever i wrote was somewhere belonging or within my own self only.what i wanted to focus on was the same which i am actually talking on..we should be "attention seeker".i personally think that if when we have no reason to trace out for being attention seeker that does not means that we do not know but it only means that somewhere or other we not able to exactly locate out on what exactly base we want to put our point

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talking about best buddy..which as per me means "achaa dost".... we always want some one to be there for us... to listen to us... to help us... to guide us.... and also to understand our hidden or implied expressions.
many times we are angry but we do not tell anyone about it... but that's the time when that 'achaadost' chips in and make sure that at least we shout out our anger on him/her...and just to make our self comfortable.. the person will try out every possible way...
now here the best way to counter strongly may be that - why that person came and did all this...... why..??
will just say that its not important to know the reason behind that... instead should feel lucky that you have some one like that in your life.... "as many people like the writer of this blog do not have such invaluable assets" ..no personal grudges on that but just could not control my words so was compelled to write that statement
we feel comfortable with some people.... or Will say only one or two..and if we have them we should make sure that they are not hurted by us in any ways....typing word by word i am getting more clear about whats the crust of my topic.....i started with selfish word attention grabber but i am willfully ending the same on a very open note of comfort level.my topic gets  respect here..my bullets in  my gun are now over as will put full stop to this topic.....Will come back on the same in month of may with no more stretching words but with completely new perspective of some unclear things 

ATtention seeker part-2

left the topic uncovered so putting effort to cover up that

my words:-

                I have always thought that we require no one in life to walk through... life is a journey where we just move on with a purpose and we do not know which way we will be made  to walk.. relating to this to my previous post.. basically its not easy to willingly get pampered.we always hesitate to open up our self in front of anyone,we think that opening up our self to someone may turn out to be not acceptable thing.

                     I always use to think like this before but now,when i am able to prove my own self wrong,i have some counter back to my own thinking..for a person like me who never got anyone in front of whom i want myself to get pampered by ...but i think still the situations and changing times have proved that we always need a friend...in front of whom we can behave as "attention seeker"...here the term which i have used is still lacking its meaning...knowing many people till this time.... Met many ,talked with many,but willingly summing up all of the above said in a line of few words will be that 'searching some one who can wipe out my tears

supporting blow on my words:-

           Blog writing that on also on such a topic that also by person like me..... do not know how it sounds..but written words are far better than just a fair display....still in no where clear position for what i want to write on my topic....what the hell i am thinking.....am i dedicating this to someone.....??? or words are forcing me to relate this to someone....new to the door..... and unaware about d interest of readers....package of emotions in a unique way is some times more important....i am still not sure of what  may be the better way to end up my topic..... will not end it abruptly....will come back to the same and again will make sure that....my words allow me to respect my own self.my words are like coin for me...flipping of coin for selecting a better option is done...tossing of coin... and for me to select better options words help me out..

           still the page is uncovered with what it should exactly be..... caring enemies are always there we just need to allow them to care in their own way.... !!!!!!!

ATtention seeker

introduction:

this is my first encounter of writing a blog, so i thought to just brush up some things which this days i am going through.we meet many people...talk to them.... but we never enjoy meeting all of them..some we meet just for sake of meeting,with some we talk,just because not being on talking terms with them..may turn out bad for us.but in real sense then with whom we talk or meet willingly without any prior thought..??

friends:

answer to my above posed question is "FRIENDS".... (caring enemies).. we really enjoy talking to them... sharing all the minute details of our activities..but again here the issue is not what we actually think... many times we just try to get our self pampered by others;does that means we are attention seeker...???
because in my opinion the answer to this is not yet defined ...still working on this subject.. will try on sum up this in my upcoming blogs