Pause

Strange world has new people in it

Some we meet randomly and some we are destine to meet

When I met her I did not know that she can change so many things

Our first meet up was at the gate where she was standing waiting for some thing

I was there just due to some work

May that can be termed as my perk

For  that moment she was just a girl who was there with a reason

And I guess now she is there though it’s a new season

I never thought that even I can have some one knocking the closed door again

I never thought that even life will look at me again with new glance

What has made this small journey different is duration of time involved

What has made this long journey  is saturation of sugar involved

Even you will leave and go like others

Even you will read me like random word like my so called peers

I know this is not the way where we term it ours

But then why is this soul thinking it as an armour

I am hardly aware of what way I am going now

I don’t even care what outcome it will give now

Already I messed up situation before

Not in any position to dance on that same floor

Here and there I am looking to escape the fact

May be it’s the only way to run from this painful act

I don’t deny that I am confused

But I also agree that now I can’t be glued

Will it happen all over again or not I don’t know

Cant I be like others who don’t get affected by blowing winds

Cant I  feel subtle to understand

Sad part is I am thinking

Bad part is I am blinking